~ CONFUSED ~

I'm sick and tired of this so-called lies...
You make me confused with myself...
You used to tell me that you will love me no matter how...
But, all I get is nothing...
N.O.T.H.I.N.G !!!
You don't appreciate all the efforts that I done to you...
I miss the "old" you, who always by my side, cheers for me...

But now, you found your lover, I'm happy for you thou...
And you slowly forget me as your brother...
Am I not good enough as your brother ?
You used to tell me that I'm the best ever brother you ever had...
So, you changed your mind recently ?

I'm freaking miss all the memories we had together when we were young...
But, memories just memories, we can't even buy memories...
Thanks to you cause made such a great memories with me...
I'm lucky to have you as my brother...
I understand as your relationship status right now, you should focus to your lover instead...
But at least, spent a little time with me, brother...